you

Sometimes I feel like we’re friends, sometimes I feel like we’re more than friends, but sometimes I feel like I’m just a stranger to you. :|

“My heart is as vulnerable as a vase. Once its broken, you may always have a chance to fix it. 

And yes, within only a single deep breath it’ll be fixed for sure. Unfortunately, if you pay some time to look harder, closer and deeper, you’ll soon realize the truth about this full of bandages vase. 

It is actually no longer look same like it was before. 

Can never be.”

If I mean nothing to you turn around and walk away and don't look back. But don't ever forget what YOU walked away from.

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. 

“I wish that, for once, you would care about me more than I care about you. It sounds selfish, but I’m tired of being the one that gets hurt in the end.

“there’ll be a moment where I look into the night sky.. 

And it seems so calm and percetly clear..

then i wonder why I feel like want to cry..

as i realized.. i’m just thinking of someone dear…”

I don’t want to EXPECT… but.. you give me reason to ASSUME!

“I’m done pretending I don’t care, I’m done acting like it doesn’t hurt me, I’m done.”

new semester~

assalamualaikum~ ✖

lamenye kite xupdte..^^ start mse cuti sem aritu lg..kemalasan amat yg melanda..♒

hows ur new sem ting tong ?..hurm not bad la~..tp sdikit mcm tkjot~ternganga~ tershock n mcm2 ter lg..

cz knpe?..sbb awl2 bkk sem tu..tros dpt esaimen from our beloved lectrr called Farid Wajdi..

" ۩۩ building design n control ✄"..bebeno kite first2 msok tu boley la enjoy kjap due menjak..

tup2 dpt esaimen da...terkjot otk yg smmg nye xboley nk trime lg..mne xnye..awai2 msok otak blom sedie lg nk mmbebankan dri die..tp STILL ok la kotnye cz ade basic da sket dr assi dlo.. ❤ asasi..

tp pe yg plg penting skali~~~~byak2 bleh drawing~conklusinye~ xpyh byk mmbce = ske gLe..

^^..tu je dlu ye..nk tdo da..OK . bye.~ ❤ ❤

stress.ok.bye

assalamualaikum~

stress2 cmni rse nak speakout kuat2 ape yg dipendam ni..*amek mic n jerit kuat2*..otak da tersimpol2..mate da lebam2..tido ta cukup *opkoz kn?*..meja da mesy gle2 dgn plan2 bagai ni...argghh!!...STUDENT LIFE!!! WATDEHELLL~~??

so...tutop tlinge n snyp kan?...

selAmat kembaLi ke skola

wawawawaw...da abes cuti ker? cis soklan ape tuh (>.<)..hahahh sepatotnye xplu dtny cz ak semmgnye da cuti lame da...smpai "ternaik" da borink ak nih! [ha marah tu]..hahhaha kalo-kalo di tmbah, di tolak, di darab , dibhagi...ade la lbey kurang 4bln...[OMG!]..*ko wtpe at umah?...ce cite ce cite [menternak lah weyh!~][lemak-lemak]..hahhaha..ekceli..bebeno nye...kalo oliday sampai namploh taun pom...rase kojap je...caye la den...

aduihh..

pe kos ak amek ek.....??? (',?)...*tu la ko...punye otak suda beku apa ma..hahhaha [cepuk cket kasi cair][gedebush!~][atoiii]...

adess....senin ni da start nk jd surveyor da..

..huhu...sem lepas Alhamdulillah green light dgn selamatnye~ ^^..so next sem cm biase la....taw ape?

[bagi sape2 amek PT]

[ble time de quiz, test n exm..]

[ble otak jem]

[ble xsiap kje]

[presentation day]

[ble tamat exam/test/quiz]

[ble ade site visit]

[ble weekend]

[ble rndukan fmly]

[ble stress..espeseli ble byk assgment n due date dekat2]

[ble sume assgmnt da antr..xkesa hape isinye]

[ble xckup tdo..knon2 stay mlm stdy]

[ble rase xdew hmwrk kne wt..gyg kaki]

hahaha...tu sume lagak bla msok sem ni la KOT..

pape pom...Selamat blajar sume2..

papai~!

hAppY raye~

wah wah wah...tak sangke plak...nk raye da kiter nie....yeAyyy!!!~rase sekejap je puase kan kan kan...so sape sape yang rase diri tu tak pose...jangan arap nk laye tao!! [marah sgt!]...so entri ni ak cepat-cepat wat...mane xnye...kot xsempat nk on9 da esok or luse or wat ever day pastu [sibuk la kononnye]..ak nk wat lew entri raye nie awal2....xpe kan... ^^

so amacam preparation korang tok raye dis yer..harap-harap lebey meriah dari taon2 seblomnye lah ye..Aminn~Alhamdulillah taon ni dpt lg ak smbut raye bersme fmly2...cume xsemeriah taon2 dlu..mse arwh nnek n pkcik2 aku ade lg...Al-Fatihah tok dorunk~ semoga ditempatkn dikalangan org2 yg beriman...

da byk wat biskot raye???~~

hahha...ak bru wat 3....tu pom da cm !@#$%^&* ..[xyh google translate, xkn dpt pom =,=]

smlm wat ler 1 biskot ni...argghh!~..sCary merie tol wat biskot nie!!!~...sumpa sampai 7 klahiran pom ak xnk wat da!~...[kesimpulannye, bli la]..

baju ape cer?

amboi2...mesti bergye2 di lebaran nnt kan kan kan....mklum ler sthun skali der....ber lip lap lip lap abes bju..[lip lap lip lap??] n besenye fmly ak sume same...dis yer kaler pink...bju kitorg simple jew...tp lip lap lip lap gk sket,,hahahaa...[cm disko plak']..

penat penat~~!!

Alhamdulillah fmly ak da together-gether kemas umah....so smpai skunk about 90% da siap...huh!...another 10% myb tonight n next day...bapak giler berkubang umah ak...ak cm xkesa nk kemas byk2...tp ni la pnyakit ak , alah sial ngn habuk2 [pgunaan bhse yg kurg sopan, hrp maf]..tp xpe sbar suda~..ble da kemas tu...ak cam WAHHHH~ uma ak ker ni...hahaha cenggitu la...

k la...da penat kot ak ber celoteh enth hape2 nie...

laslty~

SELAMAT HARI RAYE

MAAF ZAHIR BATIN :)