Sometimes I feel like we’re friends, sometimes I feel like we’re more than friends, but sometimes I feel like I’m just a stranger to you. :|
“My heart is as vulnerable as a vase. Once its broken, you may always have a chance to fix it.
And yes, within only a single deep breath it’ll be fixed for sure. Unfortunately, if you pay some time to look harder, closer and deeper, you’ll soon realize the truth about this full of bandages vase.
It is actually no longer look same like it was before.
Can never be.”
If I mean nothing to you turn around and walk away and don't look back. But don't ever forget what YOU walked away from.
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
“I wish that, for once, you would care about me more than I care about you. It sounds selfish, but I’m tired of being the one that gets hurt in the end.
“there’ll be a moment where I look into the night sky..
And it seems so calm and percetly clear..
then i wonder why I feel like want to cry..
as i realized.. i’m just thinking of someone dear…”
I don’t want to EXPECT… but.. you give me reason to ASSUME!
“I’m done pretending I don’t care, I’m done acting like it doesn’t hurt me, I’m done.”
